I feel so weary. Not physically though. So tired of being in a highly comfortable zone; (as Gary termed "home").

What is wrong? Why everything seems to be stagnanting (or in fact backsliding)? How can I pull it through? When will it be over? Looking around, many things are happening. But ultimately where do i stand?

I can keep going on like this because it is comfortable, but this isnt where I am suppose to be. No, it cant be. I know it isnt wise to act on our feelings. But doing the right things, easier said than done. All i know is that the desire is long gone. Then again I have to search for it, by hook or crook. If you know what I am looking for, pray for me. =)